Friday, April 9, 2010: Tomorrow is the 10th Sam. I cannot believe I missed most of these last 17-months of your life Sam. I know I will never get that time back. I am so proud of how well you are doing under the circumstances. It’s obvious to everyone you really crave spending time with me, as I do you. I actually plan my days as if you are already here. It helps me stay connected and focused on this situation by using “Sam Time” to help bring this situation to an end. That is all I have in between the times I do actually get to see you. I LOVE YOU SAM! SEE YOU SOON MY PRINCESS!!! KISSES!
