Monday, February 7, 2011: Hi Beautiful! I am sitting here on the beach. It’s a beautiful day today. A train whistles by as the seals bark in the water. I’m wishing you were here. This is a sanctuary for me Sam. I am happy I was able to share the beach with you when you were younger. Before all the chaos erupted. I can’t believe ½ your life has been spent without your real Dad. As I inhale the salty air with each breath, I am reminded every time I am here of your first steps on the sand. I can’t wait to show you the pictures. More importantly I cannot wait to share this with you again in person. I am a couple days removed from my last visit with you. Its taken me this long to comprehend Adriana Coronel Tenorio’s (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) latest ramblings. I was honestly creeped out by the conversation we had.
You and I had a great time as we usually do. For some reason Adriana was anxious to talk to me. Never mind you had your weekly tantrum in protest of me leaving, right in front of her. And as usual it falls on deaf ears because she really does not care. Unfortunately this is a game we have to play with her in order to keep her impulse to do something crazy to us at a minimum.
In all the years I have known her Sam, Adriana has yet to grasp the concept of her actions being louder than her words. No matter how many times anyone tries to tell her. After the conversation I had with her Saturday, its clear there is something seriously wrong with her. I had to know why she would want to marry me knowing full well she accused me of something I did not do and had me put in prison for it. She quickly became irritated knowing full well she could not run from me. Of course she did her best to deflect from having to answer me. I asked her why she did not stop Maria Guadalupe Tenorio Toledano (AKA Lupita Tenorio, Marsha Tenorio) and her friend from getting involved in this situation when they had nothing to do with it, lying for no reason, and helping put me in prison for something I did not do. As she was tearing up a napkin in complete nervousness she replied, “I’m not here to talk about them”.
If I were her I would not want to talk about it either.
None the less, I am so proud of you Sam. Adriana always tells me that you are so much more like me than her. This will help get you through this transition because your Dad’s side of the family are all tough people and would never allowed me to do what Adriana has done to us. NEVER! My friends too for that matter. We fight on Sam! I LOVE YOU! KISSES!
