4-years, 4-months, 17-days into Samantha’s abduction

Adriana Coronel Tenorio, Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel

Wednesday, March 27, 2013: Hi Sam. I tried to call you a few minutes ago. Nobody is answering the phone. I will try again later. It would be great to hear your voice. I had a pretty gnarly dream last night. I don’t know if I mentioned that I don’t typically remember my dreams, just the really bad ones. So, I am dreaming I am sleeping with the same clothes I went to bed with. I’m in my house and bedroom. It was as if I was separate from my body and looking at myself in the present. While I am sleeping I am having a heart attack/heart failure. I can’t move my arms or legs nor can I speak. I was trying to scream for help, but nothing was coming out of my mouth. I can slowly feel the life leaving my body and as the seconds ticked by, I am getting more and more upset because I kept thinking to myself, ‘it’s not time to go yet, you still need me!!!’

Just when I take my last breath, I wake up in a panic. It goes without saying that I was in a daze for ½ the day thinking about the dream and what it could have possibly meant. It freaked me out. I talked to friends about it and they told me they had similar dreams in the past. This was bothering me so I went to a book store to see if there was anything on the subject. Lucky for me there were a ton of books on the subject. From what I could surmise, the dream had nothing to do with me actually passing away. It had to do with you. I am still mourning the loss of you not being in my everyday life. There is not a moment that goes by where you are not on my mind or in my heart Sam. I see Dad’s with their Little Princesses all the time and it’s tough for me because that should be us too.

You are slowly starting to understand that not everything is what it seems. Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) knows the truth will come out eventually. As hard as she tries to suppress the truth, it will always come out. She has known for years that she holds all the cards in how this horrible situation ends. She’s choosing to make sure it ends the way it started. That’s unfortunate.

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE! I will see you soon. KISSES!