Sunday, November 29, 2009: Hi Sam. I am finally feeling a little better. I have been thinking a lot about my health these days. I realize that in times like this I have to take better care of myself. I have been comfort eating this past month and believe me I am feeling it. As a result I am finishing up the holiday weekend revisiting my goals and making adjustments for 2010, including taking better care of myself. We still have a lot to do and being the best I can be for you includes making sure I eat right. One of the things I will be doing is piecing together and building my own gym. The garage will do just fine. I have nothing wrong with going to an actual gym. I have had a tendency to wake up really early in the morning at times. The last thing I want to do is get in a car that early and drag my ass to a gym. So, I am bringing the gym to me instead. I have friends who have done it. Got a lot of cool ideas. I am going to use it to split up my days and get a work out in rather than risk eat badly. I miss you so much Sam. We will get through this. Quitting is never an option for me. I LOVE YOU!
