Tuesday, March 17, 2009: Hi Samy! I miss you Beautiful. Today was a tough day. I woke up and was sadder than normal that you were not here with me. I am at the beach wishing you were here to share the sunset like we used to do. There is a guy walking across the sand with his little girl. It reminds me of all the times we were at the beach. You were so happy.
Earlier today I found out that we may not be able to get the paperwork served to Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) until later this week or even next week. The one thing people keep telling me is that I have to be patient. I hear that over and over. I know I am not the most patient person. Unless someone has been in my shoes right now, how can anyone tell me to be patient? The fact of the matter is that the system moves very slow in Mexico, but it does move. I have exercised quite a bit of patience in the situation so far.
In my gut Sam, I always knew Adriana was capable of doing what she has done. A lot of people ask me why she would do something like this. I hope I find out someday. I am proud of your mixed heritage. I hope you will honor both, and I am sure you will. I am paying the price today for the sacrifices I have made the last couple years to help fix Adriana’s messes she is not capable of fixing herself. That is another story altogether. I mention it because I look back at all the things I did for her. It’s unbelievable she turned into what she has turned into. We can’t change what she does.
Sam, the beach is really beautiful today. You are here in spirit. No doubt! There are literally hundreds of seagulls flying around. The water and waves look amazing. The sun is bright even as it’s setting. I can’t wait to share this with you again. I am doing the best I can Sweetheart. I wish I had more hours in the day to do more for you right now. I will show you the file some day. There is a lot to see.
