Tuesday, May 12, 2009: Hi Beautiful! Today is the day! Today is what we have worked so hard for these last 6-months. I finally get to see you in court. Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) is supposed to be bringing you to court today. I was so excited last night that I barely slept. So many people are praying for us Sam! I have so many emotions running through me. It’s like all the emotions about what has happened have been contained for the last 6-months and now are starting to come out. I am concerned that I may not make it home from court today. I am probably being paranoid. Today feels a lot like the dream I had back in October where someone who knew Adriana shot me in the neck as we stood in the courthouse. I know that sounds extreme. I worry about how far Adriana will go to keep you away from me. I hope she is not capable of hurting us anymore than she already has. Whatever happens today, I want you to know how much I LOVE YOU SAM! I never stopped loving you! I have done the best I could. And if this does me in, know that I will always be watching over you. That is what Dad’s do. I am a fighter. I have put up a great fight in your honor and that will not stop. Too many people love you. People who you have never met love you Sam! That is how special you are! It has been an honor to be your Dad. I am sorry we are going through this now. This is only temporary. We have the rest of our lives to live, love & laugh! Right now I put my trust in all these great people helping me end this situation. I LOVE YOU SAMY! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD! KISSES SWEETHEART!
