Monday, September 28, 2009: Hi Beautiful! I miss you Sam. I can’t believe we are going on 11-months since you have been gone. Unbelievable. What is even more unbelievable is that I have only seen you 3-times since then. It’s not because of lack of effort on my part, that’s for sure. This week’s excuse for not being able to see you was because Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) had to take you with her to Mexicali. Why? She was going to a photo shoot to take pictures of her girls for her prostitution website. So here we go again with her leaving town with you again like she is NOT supposed to do. Never mind the photo shoot thing. I offered to spend the weekend with you while she was gone. No dice, of course. She completely objected to me staying with you for the weekend because of the old excuse that you are not used to me. On the contrary, she’s afraid of you getting too close to me. She would rather have you around dangerous people rather than spend time with me, your real Dad.
We are still waiting for the courts to finish with their stuff and supposedly allow us to finally get the custody arrangement finished. Yes, all of this keeps me up at night. As much as I despise what Adriana has done to us, I certainly do not want anything bad to happen to her. At the same time she created this situation. My main concern is your safety and well being. I put your safety and well being even above my own Sam. That is how much I love you! This is what Dad’s are supposed to do for their kids. I am writing as I eat at the best hamburger place on the planet. It’s called “In-N-Out Burger”. I can’t wait to take you here. You will love it! There are lots of kids here. It great to see how happy they are. It reminds me of you and your big beautiful smile and your laugh which is contagious to anyone around you. It’s bittersweet for me right now. It’s a very small window of joy for me right now. It’s been a very challenging year. I am looking forward to the end of the year and looking forward the New Year with you. Kisses My Princess! I will see you soon.
