2-Months Into Wendy Samantha Coronel Tenorio’s Abduction AKA Samantha Howitt

2-Months Into Wendy Samantha Coronel Tenorio’s Abduction AKA Samantha Howitt

Saturday, January 10, 2009: Today marks 2-months since Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) took you from me. I have not been able to hug you, see that beautiful smile, hear you laugh or hear you cry in 2-months. My heart knows you are close Samy. I am close. I still take your picture with me everywhere. You are with me always. I am slowly packing the house. This place has such bad vibes right now. I am so anxious to give you a big hug and an even bigger kiss. I am consumed with thoughts of you. I think of the great times mostly. All the times I would sit and watch you discover new things for the first time. Watching you do your Makka Pakka dances. I can’t stop thinking about the last afternoon we spent together before your abduction. We were playing in my office. You used to sit on Axel Alvarez Coronel’s (AKA Axel Coronel) bed and play “Samy’s House” by piling up the pillows and pulling the covers over it. That last afternoon we took all the cushions off the couch in the office and made “Samy’s Castle”. You loved it and could not be happier! It was great watching you play in the castle. I had no idea that was the last afternoon I would spend with you in awhile. I say “awhile” because I know I will see you again. One of my friend’s told me the other day that they were very impressed with the way I have been able to keep myself together. On the outside I look OK most days. On the inside I feel like I am dying. I allow myself to cry often. It’s my heart releasing some of the sadness I have being a father that really misses his daughter. Sometimes I feel like I failed. Sometimes I feel like I failed you. The only positive in this whole situation is that you are young enough where you may not even remember this when you are older. On the flip side, I will have to explain what happened to you someday. That day will not be easy. I will promise you that I will do whatever it takes to make sure you are safe. Kisses Precious! I love you very much.

 

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