Thursday, September 30, 2010: How did we get here? This is a question I keep asking myself over and over and yet I don’t feel any better knowing the answers. I miss you so much Sam. Words cannot describe the huge gaping hole in my heart since this situation developed almost 2-years ago. I cannot think of a time that you did not put a big smile on my face. I have so many memories Sam. Unfortunately that is all I have at the moment. That is what makes this hard. The good news is that we get our next shot at redemption next week when we see Adriana Coronel Tenorio (AKA Adriana Howitt Coronel, Ari Coronel, Ari Coronel Tenorio, Ari Howitt, Ari Howitt Coronel) in court. We can’t wait.
In the meantime, I want to feel your big Samy hugs. I miss you climbing all over me. Holding you tight as we swing on the swing set together. Or you choreographing a dance routine on the patio. Or us playing house guest in your play house as you create culinary creations. I miss you Sam. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
