Thursday, July 4, 2013: Sam, I miss you terribly. I have tried to connect with you over the phone to no avail. As has been the case these last couple months. Everyone in that house ran out of excuses to tell me as to why they will not put you on the phone to talk to me. So now they just don’t answer.
This lame duck judge is supposed to make a decision on our latest motion to change how our visits are spent. The courts go on summer break next Friday. We will see if that gets done. I have a feeling this judge will try and weasel her way out of doing what is right here since she only has a week left on the job. Obviously I hope I am wrong and she does help us. So far we have heard nothing.
Like you have read about these last 4 ½ years, today is Independence Day in the United States. The United States is 237-years old today. It’s not that old when you think about how long other civilizations have been around. Today is a sad reminder of our last family vacation together. 5-years ago in Ensenada. Remember the rented house on the beach? The chocolate cake face? Axel Alvarez Coronel (AKA Axel Coronel) and I catching fish right off the beach and making fish tacos? That was fun.
It was that trip to Ensenada where the picture of you with chocolate cake on your face came from. It even made its way on TV a couple years ago. You and I were sleeping on the couch listening to waves crashing right outside the door. You woke up and raided the fridge when everyone else was asleep, stuffed handfuls of cake in your face and tried to stuff some handfuls of cake in my face as I was still sleeping. As you were sitting on the coffee table, I managed to grab the camera and snap a picture of you. That look you gave me with that big, beautiful, angelic smile is how you always looked at me. It’s still one of my favorite pictures of you Sam. It means so much to me. A complete stranger saw the picture on Twitter recently and mentioned how he could see the love you have for me, your real Dad, in your eyes. I could not agree more. And believe me, the feeling is more than mutual, which is why this hurts as bad as it does. I LOVE YOU SAM! KISSES!
Beautiful picture Brian. You can see the love Sam has for you in her eyes.
Rubbish i have spoken to this child and she does not even like this man Brian let alone love him this is all in your mind and talking about eyes Brian your eyes are blank you have no sole in there, this is an innocent child you are hurting her friends will not even speak to her how can a father do this to any child let alone his own one (or shall we say William)
I think you should go and get a checkup William because you have more than one person living in your body we are talking about a 10 year old girl that gets an invitation to a party and at the last minute it is cancel all because of a very selfish person people are going to recognise you soon for what you are and i hope Michelle is one of them.